One.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Well you guys, this is it. This weekend Wesley turns 1. And I just can't get in to it :( We're throwing a little party, with the cake, and I'm making him a cute little crown and he'll have some presents....but I'm not eager about it, you know? I feel like its such a milestone and there is no going back and now we leave behind these quiet and so precious baby days and we careen in to life and everything will go faster than it already has and it breaks. my. heart. I try so hard to enjoy this time with him but its just not enough and I'm a little sad about it all the time.
I adore him. I feel like when life gets to be too fast, and too busy...and too complicated - I have this little rock to come home to. As soon as I walk in the door and he crawls around the corner and I grab him in to my arms and squeeze him against me, its like the day just washes away and I am in the moment, you know? He teaches me to be in the moment. In his moment.
So little Wesley, happy birthday I guess, but lets slow down on the growing up thing a little :(

34 comments:

FASHION TALES said...

Wow, I cannot believe it's been a year already! Time flys! Precious photos! :) xo/Madison

Hollie Nickolls said...

aww, look at him, he's so cute!!! Happy birthday to him! And you too, I think so many people overlook that this is a special day for moms as well.

Claire said...

awww happy birthday to you little love xx

Katherine Dowd said...

He's a total pudding! Isn't it frightening how quickly flies by when you become a Mom?

Christine said...

Happy birthday Wesley!! Don't grow up too fast :)

christa said...

I can't believe he is one already! He is so cute. Happy Birthday Wesley!

nancy @ adore to adorn said...

WHAT? It's been one whole year already? I know it must seem even quicker for you. Time truly flies. I used to think adults were crazy when they said that...but I guess that means I'm crazy too!

Happy Birthday to your sweet boy!

xo,
nancy

Lady Grey said...

Oh I so get you. It breaks me heart too.
Happy birthday to little Wes! What a handsome little guy :)
xo

Kristen said...

AWWWWW I can not believe it has already been a year! Happy Birthday Wesley!!!

Tiffany Kadani said...

Those last two sentences are so profound. Beautiful.

And holy cow he's already one!! WHAT?!!

Amanda said...

Oh, mama. You've got me all choked up. So bittersweet. Love that shot with the batman T-shirt ;)

Ola said...

so cute!
Happy Birthday!

Matthew Pike said...

The big guy! He's doing his thing at 1

marissa bognanno said...

Krystal he is the sweetest! Happy birthday dear Wesley! :)

Claudz said...

Happy birthday precious boy!
Can't believe it's been a year!
Enjoy the moments this weekend xx

Jane said...

oh my goodness he's the cutest! happy birthday to your little one. don't grow up too fast! :)

Sara said...
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Sara said...

Wow, 1 already. He looks a lot like you (as in, your profile picture!)

What a lovely write up, bittersweet.

Happy birthday little guy!

:: Lavender's Green :: said...

One already?! Holy cow, that went way too fast! My niece turned one the other week and it's like she suddenly became a little girl.

Happy birthday to your little man!

x Jasmine

Emma Henderson said...

He's adorable. Have a great time - just try to relax and don't put so much pressure on yourself. One day at a time! xo

brittany said...

happy birthday sweet wesley!! i love these precious photos! oh they grow too fat!

brittany said...

omg... fast! i mean fast! hahha!

M said...

ADORABLE!
xx.M
www.bellesandrebelles.blogspot.com

Mary Lou said...

Happy Birthday, sweet baby! Have lots of fun at your first birthday party. Hugs and kisses :)

rooth said...

Oh big happy birthday to Wes! And there are so many things to look forward to - hold on to him for this moment :)

Katrina Sophia said...

How sweet! Happy birthday to him! :)

Brittany LeSueur said...

Oh my gosh! I can't believe he is one already!! He is so cute! Happy Birthday!!

Tine said...

Happy belated Birthday little cutie!

Ashley said...

awwwwwwww. Wesley is ALREADY breaking hearts!

Sally said...

Awwww, Happy birthday to Wesley! These photos are gorgeous, he's such a cute little guy!

Helena said...

he's already one?? seems like only yesterday you were first introducing him on the blog! happy birthday to wesley and congrats to you on making it a year :) xo

Helena said...

he's already one?? seems like only yesterday you were first introducing him on the blog! happy birthday to wesley and congrats to you on making it a year :) xo

She Wore It Well said...

Oh my gosh I could have written every single word of this post. I am so happy to see my baby growing up and doing new things, but also soooooo sad that she's growing up so quickly. I try to make the most of every single moment that I have with her when she isn't sleeping xxxxxxxxx

Sizzling Suzai said...

huuuuuu this is sooo touching n u makes me missing my mom..thanks for that..Happy belated bday precious cutie wesley! ;')

 

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